My mood swings is getting beyond control again.
Stress from work makes me even harder to keep myself in top condition.
My stats had been failing for the past 6 mths & I am getting extremely demoralised.
Shuyi, Zhiyun, Cindy, Sen & many other colleagues had resigned one-by-one made me feel upset. Only left with Carol, Donand, Weiliang & Sylvia for my lunch kaki.
Oh gosh ! Believe me, I really tried to Push & Push myself very hard. I also want to hit my stats,
and I want my additional $50 every mth. Somehow something seems to drag me back and
that I really cannot concentrate on answering more calls.
Maybe my heart is really not there anymore. No matter how hard I try, I seems useless.
